It’s hard and painful to see all the people who have been disappointed at me through the years. They all think of me as a man who is probably going to be a loser all his life and they are not wrong. Growing up I just did not had any signs of a man who can achieve anything in my life. There was no one who really believed in me that’s why it was so easy to stop believing in myself also. It was a very hard thing to do. But at the end of the day I just feel like there is something in me that is going to be a better when the time comes. I’ve been afraid and not able to have any signs of life in the past. At the end of the day I just don’t really have any one that can help me to be happy at the end of the day. There are still so many people that I had not been able to have time with even though I wanted to just because of the fear of rejection. I don’t want to be a person who can’t really achieve anything in my life. Right now I don’t have anywhere to go and no place to be with. But after all the years that has passed of feeling sorry for me all of the time. I have a good chance to be around a good person with an even greater personality. she is a London escort but it was really hard to get noticed by her at first. She was a very busy London escort and I have only a few opportunities to make an impression of her in which I failed over and over again. I did not know how to make the woman of my dreams fall in love with me. At the end of the day I just wanted a London escort to notice me. But I was such a loser and have no self confidence that it was really hard for her to see me as a person who is trying to get her attention at all. Thankfully this London escort is a very friendly last and she initially our relationship. From that moment on I just know that we can be really good friends and we can be happy with what we have. I don’t want to be a person who doesn’t have any choice no matter what I do. Right now I am feeling really motivated to do something in my life. Hopefully I will have a good time with a London escort. Most importantly I hope that she will be able to see me as a person who can be there for her all of the time. I don’t want to ruin any woman’s life anymore. That’s why I want to put a lot of effort in making a London escort fall in love with me. It’s the best thing that a man like me can do right now.